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Yokosuka, Jax,FL, Japan

Sunday, December 4, 2011

My feelings

The song is in spanish but I translated bc is a beautiful song. This song say exactly what I want to tell him.........

The Problem

The problem wasn't finding you
The problem is to forget you
The problem is not when you aren't here
The problem is that I wait for you
The problem is not the problem
The problem is that it's hurt me
The problem is not that you lie to me
The problem is that I believe you

The problem is not that you play games
The problem is that you do it to me
If I like you for been free
Who Am I to change that?
If I stay here loving you alone
and I cant do nothing to force you
The problem is not that I love you
is that you dont feel the same..

[Chorus 1]
Tell me how do I forget you If I never have you
How do I get away from you If you are so away
How can I find a eyelashes
to something that never had eyes
How do I found platforms
to something that was always a big hole
How do I found in the pantry
The kisses you never give me

Tell me how to forget you If I don't have you
How do I get away from you If you are so far away
the problem is not to change you for someone else
The problem is that I don't want too

[Chorus 2]
The problem is not that hurts me
The problem is that for some reason I like it
The problem is not the pain
The problem are the footprints that are left
The problem is not what you do
The problem is that I forget about it
The problem is not what you said
The problem is what you don't said

Friday, March 18, 2011

Katrina part 2...Japan

We are waiting to be evacuated REALLY!! We felt safe. The bases told us to be there by 6am. I was there by 5:15am waited until 3:30pm just to be told that THEY NEVER SEND ANY AIRCRAFT TO PICK US UP!!!!! Everyone was upset crying and as right now Friday March 18 9:15pm. We still dont know what is going to happened and they expect a big amount of radiation coming this way by Tuesday March 22 your Monday night. And the worst part is we dont know how they will do this they are capable of taking 10,000 a day...REALLY!!! Im only going to ask to not only pray for the Japanese that have to stay but pray for us so we can be safe. I know I say I was going to write about this later but I just need to vent...It is Bad :0( I just want my 2 babies to be safe!!!!!




Thursday, March 17, 2011


This is crazy. I will post everything soon!! My experience my feeling through all this. Right now we just on the waiting to see what they will do with us.


.....A GIRL!!!

Friday, February 18, 2011


Sorry I have been MIA for what 3months or so. Well for those who don't know Im pregnant and this pregnancy is been crazy and really bad. Since the day I went to the hospital with food poisson I didn't stop vomiting until maybe 2 1/2 weeks ago. My God I couldn't even drink water. I spend 1 1/2 month in my bed sleeping all day and eating just chink noodle soup but just the broth. It was that bad that I lost 10lb. The doctors change my medicine every week and nothing I was taking medicine that they give people with cancer and under chemotherapy and nothing. Can you imagine? I hate vomiting who doesn't right? I was miserable and unhappy. Well Im eating better and feeling better. Hopefully it will get better soon I really want to enjoy this pregnancy and so far it haven't happened. I will post pict soon. I really don't have any belly I look the same even skinnier lol. We find out what we having next month. I will keep you guys post it. ;0)

Tuesday, February 15, 2011


If you read this without laughing out loud, there is something wrong with
you. This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into a regular
workout routine

Dear Diary,
For my birthday this year, I got a week of personal training at the local
health club. Although I am still in great shape since being a high school
football cheerleader 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go
ahead and give it a try.

I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer named
Christo, who identified himself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor and
model for athletic clothing and swim wear.

Friends seemed pleased with my enthusiasm to get started! The club
encouraged me to keep a diary to chart my progress.

Started my day at 6:00 am. Tough to get out of bed, but found it was well
worth it when I arrived at the health club to find Christo waiting for me..
He is something of a Greek god-- with blond hair, dancing eyes, and a
dazzling white smile. Woo Hoo!!

Christo gave me a tour and showed me the machines.. I enjoyed watching the
skillful way in which he conducted his aerobics class after my workout
today. Very inspiring!

Christo was encouraging as I did my sit-ups, although my gut was already
aching from holding it in the whole time he was around.

This is going to be a FANTASTIC week!!
I drank a whole pot of coffee, but I finally made it out the door. Christo
made me lie on my back and push a heavy iron bar into the air then he put
weights on it! My legs were a little wobbly on the treadmill, but I made
the full mile. His rewarding smile made it all worthwhile. I feel GREAT!
It's a whole new life for me.
The only way I can brush my teeth is by laying the toothbrush on the counter
and moving my mouth back and forth over it. I believe I have a hernia in
both pectorals. Driving was OK as long as I didn't try to steer or stop. I
parked on top of a GEO in the club parking lot.
Christo was impatient with me, insisting that my screams bothered other club
members. His voice is a little too perky for that early in the morning and
when he scolds, he gets this nasally whine that is VERY annoying.
My chest hurt when I got on the treadmill, so Christo put me on the stair
monster. Why the hell would anyone invent a machine to simulate an activity
rendered obsolete by elevators? Christo told me it would help me get in
shape and enjoy life. He said some other shit too.
Asshole was waiting for me with his vampire-like teeth exposed as his thin,
cruel lips were pulled back in a full snarl. I couldn't help being a half
an hour late-- it took me that long to tie my shoes.
He took me to work out with dumbbells. When he was not looking, I ran and
hid in the restroom. He sent some skinny bitch to find me.
Then, as punishment, he put me on the rowing machine-- which I sank.
I hate that bastard Christo more than any human being has ever hated any
other human being in the history of the world. Stupid, skinny, anemic,
anorexic, little aerobic instructor. If there was a part of my body I could
move without unbearable pain, I would beat him with it.
Christo wanted me to work on my triceps. I don't have any triceps! And if
you don't want dents in the floor, don't hand me the damn barbells or
anything that weighs more than a sandwich.
The treadmill flung me off and I landed on a health and nutrition teacher.
Why couldn't it have been someone softer, like the drama coach or the choir
Satan left a message on my answering machine in his grating, shrilly voice
wondering why I did not show up today. Just hearing his voice made me want
to smash the machine with my planner; however, I lacked the strength to even
use the TV remote and ended up catching eleven straight hours of the Weather
I'm having the Church van pick me up for services today so I can go and
thank GOD that this week is over. I will also pray that next year my
husband will choose a gift for me that is fun-- like a root canal or a
hysterectomy. I still say if God had wanted me to bend over, he would have
sprinkled the floor with diamonds!!!

LMAO!! this has happened to all of us!!!