THIS IS HOW I FEEL TODAY!!!

My Other THEM SONG!

After all you put me through
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end
I wanna thank you 'cause you made that much stronger

Well I thought I knew you, thinkin' that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust called your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were there by my side, always down for the ride
But your joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mhm

After all of the stealing and cheating you probably think that
I hold resentment for you
But uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do, I wouldn't know
Just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it

Chorus:
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh

After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
Chorus:
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter



How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended to not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
YOU-WON'T-STOP-ME

I am a fighter and I
I ain't goin' stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough

Chorus:
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter


Thought I would forget, but I
I remember
Cause I remember
I remember
......x2

Chorus....

My THEM Song!!!

Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart - Alicia Keys
This is how I feel right about know this song say everything I want to say. No you will never understand the pain I feel right now bc it was me who find out no you.....



Even if you were a million miles away
I could still feel you in my bed
near me, touch me, feel me
And even in the bottom of the sea
I can still hear inside my head
Telling me, touch me, feel me
And all the time you were telling me lies

So tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
I’m gonna hold on to the times that we had
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Well you can try sleeping in my bed
Lonely, only, nobody ever shut it down like you
You wore the crown, you make my body feel heaven-bound
Why don’t you hold me, need me, I thought you told me
You’d never leave me

Looking in the sky I can see your face
And i knew right where I’d fit in
Take me, make me
You know that I’ll always be in love with you
Right til the end

So tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
I’m gonna hold onto the times that we had
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you

Anybody could have told you right from the start
It’s bout fall apart
So rather than hold onto a broken dream
Or just hold onto love
And I could find a way to make it
Don’t hold on too tight
I’ll make it without you tonight

So tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you
I’m gonna hold onto the times that we had
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you

LOVE???

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
Neil Gaiman

My Mail Bag

This is my Mail Bag (idea from Lauren)

1. Jose Cuervo Especial- why are you so good and so bad to me!!!


2. Facebook- why you are so addicted and controversial but i love you and i hate you yeah mix feelings lol



3. Toy Story 3- You are so AWESOME!!! but you make me CRY!!! I CAN WATCH YOU 10MILLIONS TIME ;0)



4. Ipod - Why you turn balck on me I need you so much with out you my gym hours are 2 long :0( I cant see the music and you are a distraction when im trying to pick a song bc i cant see...can u just get fix with out me calling apple?



5. Food - Why are you so GOOD and so BAD to me!!! I need this weight to come off FAST!!!



6. Mexico Trainer - Why you ALWAYS leave your BEST PLAYERS for the last 20 minutes of the game ARE YOU SERIOUS!!! IM HAVING A HEART ATTACK HERE AND YOU STILL DONT PUT THEM WHAT THE HECK???



7. Death - Why it have to come and take the people that we love???



8. Scale- Why cant you show me a better number???? I just dont like you and you dont like me but hey can we works things out???



This is my Mail Bag what is yours???

No More RED!!! NEW ME!!!

Yes like you reading my hair is not RED ANYMORE..lol...Yes I have a new look and I love it!!! It was a crazy thing to do and I spend almost 24 hrs at the places doing my hair. Like you reading this lady had me from 8am to 8pm and my hair was still orange color on top and I didn’t like it I had to go back the next day at 7:30am and left a 10am so you do the math.lol At the end it was a good job yes I do love my hair but really it wasn’t 100% of what I want it. But oh well I will never find no one like Sonhjat to do my hair.lol SO here the picts enjoy!!!!!! Let Me know what YOU THINK!!!