Saturday, December 18, 2010
The Best Christmas Present Ever!!!
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Sunday, November 21, 2010
To do or not to do!
Quote of the Day!!!!
Friday, November 19, 2010
A man!!!
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition(or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant tobe.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as youdeserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat afriend. Don't settle.
If you feel like he is stringing you along, then heprobably is.Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if hehas more education or in a better job.
Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more, nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.If he cheated with her, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the ending...compromise is a two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage...Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals... look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.
Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes... when a man always knows where you are and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.
Never move into his mother's house.
Never co-sign for a man.
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
BLUE!!!
I think is just the Holidays are approaching and Im really homesick. I miss my family and friends. I miss how we used to get together and have fun. Sadly here is not the same Thanksgiving is not the same. I miss my daddy's cooking lol. Christmas and New Years are not the same. I miss New Years the most here is so quiet and nothing to do. Time like this I want to go home. :0(
Monday, November 8, 2010
School
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Friday, November 5, 2010
Quote of the Day!!!!
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Sore!!!
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Vent
Monday, November 1, 2010
Friday, October 29, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Day Five:
- Go to a University as soon I finish highschool.
- I shouldnt have take a 2yr collage break. :0/
- I wish I would have move to Greece with hubby.
- Cuba
- My hair color( i hate my new hair color..lol)
- Gaine weight.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
QUOTE OF THE DAY!!!!!
Day Four:
- Why I have waited 5 yrs to have another one.
- My weight.
- Where we going next.
- Money.
- My future.
- Iyarie's future
- My family back home
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Day Three:
- Computer
- Internet
- Cell
- Car
- Flat iron
- Blowdryer
- Chocolate
- Gym
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Day Two:
- I’m selfish
- I’m a nail tech
- I’m obsess with ears and cleaning them.lol
- I’m shy I don’t look shy but I am
- I wanted to be a ballerina when I was little
- I wanted to be part of my high school dances team
- I’m really competitive
- I marry my hubby after knowing him only for 9months.lol
- I don’t believe in long distances relationship
Friday, October 22, 2010
Day One:
- Why you make fun of people 99% of the time.
- Can you be proud of me for once?
- You 45 years old no 25.
- I give you my opinion or point of view that doesn't mean Im right and you wrong is just my efing opinion.
- Stop eating so much, you are pregnant but that doesn't mean you have to eat for two.
- Just because I don't mentioned that doesn't mean I don't think about it and it doesn't still hurt.
- I cant wait for your karma to come around!!!!
- I miss you.
- Stop complaining is nothing you can do about it.
- You don't need to control everything.
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Excited!!!
QUOTE OF THE DAY!!!!!
10 Day Blogging Adventure
Here are the daily instructions for this 10 day blogging adventure:
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
I hope I can finish this one lol let see....Enjoy!!!!
I'm Starting tomorrow!!!!!
Join along!
Sorry!!!
Monday, October 4, 2010
My cakes
This wasnt the 1st cake I did but it was the 1st cake I decorated and it look GREAT (im still looking for a pict of the 1st cake I made and decorated was horrible lol) This is buttercream frosting the cake was almond flavor with some brandy in it ;0) (everything from scratch)
This was my 1st fondant cake and so far the only one (I still need practices lol) I havent make no more fondant cake but I will soon ;0) (everything from scratch)
This was my birth day cake is frosting and the starts are fondant. The cake was almond with rum. (everything from scratch)
This was my 1st carrot cake with creamcheese frosting (my favorite cake ever) (Everything from scratch!!!)
My 1st birthday cake for someone out of the family. Strawberry shortcake theme.. cake was vanilla with vanilla frosting. (everything from scratch)
2nd cake done for someone other than my family. This one was for a babyshower. Was a last minute cake. Almond cake with bacardi and almond frosting.
These are my cakes so far. I have made others but that was at first when I was trying to master the cake recipe and the frosting recipe then I begin to learn how to decorate. I have learned everything myself no help just books, you tube and just using my imagination and practices practice practices!!!!
HOPE YOU LIKE IT!!!!
A New Start
I didn’t weight today but last time I weight in was 9/07
My weight was 157 (yikes)
My fat % 35.2
Fat mass 55.4 (I went up 1 :0( )
FFM (my muscle) 102.0 (I lost 2 :0( )
But this was after 1 week of no exercises and going out to eat every day so I didn’t do as bad. What I would do is after this week I will weight myself again and see where I’m at.
Well with this weight I need to eat 1,520 calories. Yes that was the hardest part because I was eating less than that. And with 1,520 calorie I will be able to burn fat and build muscle.
I need to eat:
Breakfast 325 calories
Lunch 625 calories
Dinner 420 Calories
Snacks 150 calories
So let see how it go tomorrow!!!!!
Monday, September 27, 2010
My new Passion
Thursday, September 23, 2010
What I learn today!!!
Today I learn.......
That there are some moments in life where you have to choose when to Speak up or Stay quiet. And right now I have to Stay quiet.
That Honesty can be hurtful but you have to be honest no matter what. I choose to be honest.
That everyone have their opinion and you have to respect it. I will respect yours and I expect you to respect mine. That doesn’t mean I’m right and you wrong is just an opinion and we don’t have to agree.
That every ones back grown, culture, ways, manners, custom, are different but that doesn’t make you wrong just different. I’m different thats all.
That if you care about someone that have a different back grown, culture, ways, manners, customs, you have to learn how to respect them and how to treat them because they are different and no always what is ok for you will be ok for them.
That the word FRIENDSHIP has one meaning but everyone expectations are different.
That everyone act different in certain situations. That doesn’t mean they are wrong, or don’t care is just the way they are just learn them and respect them.
To accept people how they are. They grow up that way....you can't change them just accept them. Your life will be easier.
That no matter what people will ALWAYS have their own opinion of YOU. But at the end You know who You are, You know what You have done, You know your truths and You don't need to prove Yourself to anyone.
Day 25 of 30
Well you guys will hate this one bc really I thought about it for a minute and no one came to my mind....So no pict n no story!!!! SORRY lol ;0)
Monday, September 20, 2010
Day 24 of 30
The person that gave you your favorite memory.....
The person who have gave me my favorite memory is my daughter Iyarie. I remember like it was yesterday the way I felt when I hold her for the 1st time. She is the best thing that have happend in my life. I love you baby girl!!!!
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Day 23 of 30
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Day 22 of 30
LMAO this is funny I wasnt going to answer but I am!!! But 1st I want to say that this was waaaaaaaaaaay before I got marry and no I don’t think the same way now lol but anyway!!!! Here is the story!!! This is my ex!! Let’s say he was the 1st guy the broke my heart and we were young so we acted stupid. One day I decide I was going to stop talking to him for something he did. I didn’t break up with him I just stop talking to him he came to ask me what was wrong but guess what I ignored him lol so that was it. He try to talk a couple of time but got the same reaction so he quit. And let say we broke up but really we didnt he date it some other girls and I date it some other guys I left to Jacksonville and one day it hit me why I never try to talk and fix stuff with him lol but it was too late because we lost contact. So here he is!!!!
(Sometimes I wonder…lol)
ps
(he didnt look like this then lmao so just imagine what i thought when I 1st saw this pic lmao shhhhh i hope hubby dont see this post lmao)
Friday, September 10, 2010
Day 21 of 30
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Awards!!!!(yey my 1st one)
So here it goes :
RULES:
Thank the person giving the award. check
Share seven things about yourself.
Nominate 7 newly discovered blogs.
Let your nominees know about the award.
1.) I Love the GYM!!!
2.) If I can eat somenting for the rest of my life will be PASTA.
3.) I tend to read too much in to what people say.
4.) I love baking birthdays' cakes
5.) I bit my nails
6.) I always wanted to be a ballarina and a cheerleader.(lol)
7.) I wish I could surf
now the people I nominate for the awards are:( I dont have 7 people so lol)
Love Meli Meli
Random Rantings
Drazil
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Day 19 of 30
Well I dont have a pict for this one. Also this one is not just a person. The people that pesters my mind are the owners of the company where I used to work right before I move to Japan and also my ex boss. Yes these people did me so wrong. This company is the type of company that doesnt care about the employee. They only care about them. The owners just care about making the money so their children can go to private school and they can have vacation where they pay $1,000 the night...Im not playing what Im saying is true. You can be doing your job perfect and they will look for a non valid excuses for them to let you go...(n no they didnt let me go) My ex boss she was the laziest person I have ever know in my life. She didnt not know how to be a boss and for a christian woman she was the devil. So one day after a bad incident that it wasnt even my fault I told them they were full of sh** and left and I never went back. Trust me it was the best time of my life I felt like a weight was lifted of my shoulders..lol...But even after all this time 1yr 1/2 they still pester my mind but I know the KARMA is taking care of them because they didnt do it just to me they did it to lots of great workers. I hope one day they get to understand the true meaning of having a company and stop taking advantage of people!
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Day 18 of 30
Well this one was a hard one bc at the end of the day who else i want to be than me right??!! lol and also I love LOOOOVE Jennifer Lopez but actually I thought about this one if I could pick someone to be it will be Carrie yes Sarah Jessica Parker. I love Carrie I wish I had the balls to wear what she wear have fun like she does in Sex and the city!!!! (If u know what I mean ;0p ) I love her character is great i love her personality, her style and the way she live her life!!!! N Ofcurse I LOVE MR.BIG lol!!!
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Day 17 of 30
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Day 16 of 30
Friday, September 3, 2010
Day 15 of 30
Well this one was a hard one bc since Im in Japan I miss lots of people I miss my family and friends and it was really hard just to pick one...But here it is...I miss my best friend Sonhjat!!!! Yes I miss her a lot no only because she is my best friend but she was my hairdresser lol....OMG no one can do my hair like her and I miss my hair looking fly all the time lol....I also miss been with her going on family vacations just having get together it was almost every weekend ;0) and I wish I was there bc she is having a baby and I will love to see her pregnant and help her around...... Love you Sonhjat!!!!
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Day 14 of 30
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Think what you want!!!
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Day 13 of 30
I wish he could forgive me for everything I did to him.
I was really mean and I did many hurtful things to him. I know to this day he still remember everything. I don’t have any excuses for what I did. One day when I see him again I will apologize because he didn’t deserve what I did.
Monday, August 30, 2010
Day 12 of 30
This is the person I HATE the most!!!!lets call her Mrs.N. I can see her burning and I will put more gas..lol...without going in to details…. All I can say is that even thought of what she did to me, I don’t wish her bad because KARMA is a BIGGER bitch than I can be and she will never be happy for the stuff she have done no only to me but other people. I can’t see how someone can be so evil and hurt people like she does. She don’t love herself she settles for less...But like I say KARMA will come and will take care of her ass sooner than later ;0)!!!!
As she has planted, so does she harvest; such is the field of karma. ~Sri Guru Granth Sahib
Ps
yes she does look like a rat..lmao
Whatever we do lays a seed in our deepest consciousness, and one day that seed will grow. ~Sakyong Mipham
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Day 11 of 30
Well this was my friend Rocio. She die 6yrs ago. I wish I could talk to her and tell her everything I wrote the night before she die and she didn’t got to read it. We were really good friend and for a stupid reason(a man) we got mad and stop talking to each other 2 yrs past and we still didn’t talk. But one day I wake up thinking about her I just found out she was pregnant from the same guy we stop talking and I was missing her and I didn’t care no more about the guy. So all day I fight my pride not to write her but around 10pm I gave up and I wrote her an email on myspace. On that email I told her that I forgive her for what she did to me but I also want it her to forgive me and I told her how much I miss her and how much I wish everything was the same. The email was long and I wrote what I hold for 2yrs. I call our mutual friend ebony and read the email to her. She was happy bc finally her two best friend were going to be friends again. But sadly that night she had a motorcycle accident and she die the next morning at 5am. She never got to read my letter and she die thinking I hate it her and she never got to know how much I love her and how much I was missing her.
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Quote of the Day!!!!
Friday, August 27, 2010
Day 10 of 30
My BEST FRIEND Arianna. We have been BFF for the longest. We used to talk or see each other almost every day. But since I move to Japan and she begins collage it has been hard to get in touch with each other. Our schedule conflicts 99% of the time lol... But I know that no matter what we can count with each other and we will always be BFF I Miss Her so MUCH!!!!!
My Saying of the Day!!!
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Day 9 of 30
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Great Song to Workout!!!!
1st is long enough that if I play it 2 times I know I have 15 minutes left!!!lol
2nd bc it motivates me to look good I think about how my ex always had someone and now im happy looking good and he is lonely lmao I know it doesnt make sences to u but it make sence to me lmao
Justin Timberlake - What Goes Around...Comes Around
My new Song
I love love this song!!! Im just speechless. It tell my story ;0) (not the hiting part lol)
Day 8 of 30
This was hard so I cant pick one bc I actually have two so here they are:
First is Jessica from Ramdom Ratings We met in High School in Marine Biology lol. We weren’t friends like that we only talk in class but somehow we reconnect through Facebook(lol) (I told u! You can find anyone in FB lol)and I began to read her blog and made my own. She was my 1st follower for a long time lol thank Jess!!!! ;0) I hope one day I can go back home and go lunch or get to see her again.
This is Josafat I meet him through a friend of mine I have never see him in person he live in Mexico but we connected through Facebook lol and we stay friend we talk a lot and he is a nice guy and I cant wait to go to Mexico and meet him. He can be my ONLINE BFF lol!!!!
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Day 7 of 30
LMAO wow really!!! it was easy who I wanted to put for this but really hard lmao memories start it to flow and thoughts went everywhere hmmmmm....This is my ex boyfriend let’s call him Resto..lol… I didnt have a pict of him so I went to Facebook the place where u find anyone lol and guess what I found him this is the only pict I can see and Im not going to request him HECK NO lmao..Well a little about our story. We date it in High School. On his senior yr my sophomore yr. After he graduated that summer I went to Puerto Rico and he was leaving for boot camp so he find out I was in Puerto Rico and he went there and visit me and ask me to take him back in front of the beach. So we were on and off for a minute and told me he wanted to marry me lots of time but he was always with me and someone else lol yeah big player. So one day he call me and told me he was coming back from Iraq and he had change and wanted to try again and he wanted to marry me I was already with who is now my hubby...lol funny ah??? He meant a lot to me but he was a big player....Sometimes I think what if??lol
Monday, August 23, 2010
Day 6 of 30
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Day 5 of 30
I have lots of them thats the only thing keep someone going. Remember Keep your dreams alive. Understand to achieve anything requires faith and belief in yourself, vision, hard work, determination, and dedication. Remember all things are possible for those who believe.
These are some of MINE!!!!!
1. I want her body. She is beautiful inside and out. I love her lol
2. I want to finish school. Im going to school for Psychology but Im doing double major Spychology and Spanish bc I will love to teach Spanish in High School
3. lol Yes I want 1 more baby ;0)
4. I want a house. A beach House will be nice!!!!
5. I want to go around the World! See more places Im not done yet lol
6. I want my family together!!!
BUT MOST OF ALL I WANT TO BE.......
HAPPY!!!!!!
Remember "Dreams are like stars...you may never touch them, but if you follow them they will lead you to your destiny.”
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Day 4 of 30
Well I have one brother and one sister. My brother and I we have the same dad and mom. My sister we have the same mom but not the same dad. I have never consider her my half sister even thought we dont get along...lol...My brother and I we have the same Birth Day I was born on June 19 1985 and he was born on June 19 1986 yes my dad and my mom did good lol...My sister is 20 yr old. My brother is in the Air Forces and right now he is in Las Vegas. My sister she still in Puerto Rico. My brother have a little girl she is 2 and my sister have a little boy he is 1. Last time we were all together was for my daughters 2nd bday. I cant wait for us to be together again. I love them and miss them. :0(
My Brother Luis
My sister Alexandra
Friday, August 20, 2010
I Love.....
That my peanut butter taste better with this bagels
That I found this hotdogs that are real meat low in calories sodium ect...love it love it!!!! and just for $1.00 each pack lol
That I can play raquetball and that can be my cardio...lol...
That More SOONER than LATER I will look like this... lol
So this is what is going on
An example of my daily routine:
Morning: Breakfast: Egg withes, with 1 lice of white cheese and 1 mini wheat beagle or 1 piece of wheat bread. Or I made a shake with papaya or cantaloupe, a little milk, splenda and little of cinnamon
Snack: Green Apple, any fruit but preferable green fruit if is before I go lift weight I eat a mini wheat beagle with real peanut butter
Lunch: If I already came from lifting weights I drink a protein drink if not a eat a tuna with salad, or a salad with no dressing... no mayo
Snack same as before
Dinner: Chicken, or Fish no salt I just Mrs. Dash for flavor and brown rice
When I eat I dinner I have 1 cup of crystal light for everything else WATER WATER WATER
Work out:
45 minute intense cardio in the morning
25 minute intense cardio right before lifting
Lifting weights
45 minutes intense cardio after
Abs 45 minutes of just abs
well some time is don’t do the 25 minutes bc I have been going to the gym early in the morning since is hard for me to go at night so I do 45 go lift and the 45 and sometimes I come back at night when everyone is sleeping and do 30m
I know u thinking I should have lost more since this work out yes but I’m lifting weight so that mean I gain muscle so I don’t go by my weight if not the percent of fat and muscle.
;0)