Day 2 of 30

MY CRUSH....well since Im marry who can be my crush lol but my latest crush is YEAH you got it Gerard Butler!!! He is so SEXY!!!! (this is going to get hard)

Day 1 of 30

(So yes I'm going to do it wish me luck bc is going to be tough)
DAY 1 of 30

My Best Friend



(this is my aunt. I can tell anything to this woman and she will no take side if not she will lisent and give me the best advices she know everything about me ;0) i love her so much)

What I have learn!!! (todays quote)

In the end, we only regret the chances we didn't take, the relationships we were afraid to have, & the decisions we took too long to make. ;0)

30 Day Challenge

Got this great idea from the one and only Jessica

Every day, put a picture up of the next thing on the list.
Feel free to copy the list and start your own!

Here's the list:

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — Your house

Day 21 — Your friends that are sister/brothers

Day 22 — Someone you wish you had tried harder for

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — Someone you wish you could forget

Day 26 — Your favorite cousin

Day 27 — The friendliest person you've met only once

Day 28 — Someone you want to reconnect with

Day 29 — Your neighbor

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Let see if i realy do it bc some of these days are 2 personal or hard for me lol

What is a person limit?

I seat down here and listen to her and she told me how much she loves him and what he means to her. But with tears in her eyes she tells me everything he has done to her. I listen in silence with nothing to say. She began telling me how she fall in love with him, how sweet he was and how he make her feel. She when on and on in all his good quality and I felt for a moment that she was making excuses so she can cover her pain and the hurt. After our conversation it was nothing I could say because she knew the answer but she was scare to accept. That he wasn’t good anymore that he have hurt her so much. That not only verbal abuse her; he was physically hurting her. She can’t understand why she has let him go so far. But I did answer her; you have let him walk all over you and done nothing, he know that no matter what he do to you, you will stay there and take it. He knows what to say to hurt you because at the end he doesn’t believe in him and he knows that you are too much for him and he need to feel bigger than you so that’s what he do. But I can believe she look straight in my eye and say “BUT I LOVE HIM” are you serious? These man calls you name, hit you for no reason, push you around, take your plate out of your hand and tell you; you would eat shit and tell you he would trough your food in the trash and you still love him? And you still making excuses? What is a person limit? When is enough? When is that point when you know is not loved anymore? When you know you have enough? If this was me would I walk out of the relationship? Or would I stay and take it all for love? This is love or what? I wish she have the strength to walk out and keep moving she is great and she can find someone better than him!!!
A MAN TRASH IS SOMEONE ELSE’S TREASURE!!!!!

The Toughest Job In the Military!!!!!!

So let me start like this I am a military wife and yes it is the "TOUGHEST" job in the military. Yes if you have never been in this situation you really don't know what it is like. We are the "volunteer workers" of this world call THE MILITARY. All the time, we as a spouse do things that go unnoticed. Just because we didn’t sign the paperwork to be in the military we are the ones that are overlooked and underappreciated. Understand that we are the backbone of these guys.Yes, the military doesn't think about our feelings or our children's feelings. At the end we are the forgotten ones. But I still love and respect the sacrifices that not only my husband but all of them make every day.

At the same time I knew what I was getting myself in to when I marry him. I knew he was going to be deployed sooner than later. I knew he was going to be in a ship for a long period of time. I knew that, most likely he was going to miss lots of b-days, lots of holidays, anniversary, even maybe going to the doctor with me for a sonogram or just because I was sick, even worst the birth of his daughter, her first step, words and plenty more. I knew that he wasn’t going to be present all the time that I need it him. It was many nights that I need it him to hold my hand or give me a kiss and a hug or just to hold me and he wasn’t there. Not even a call or email every day because he wasn’t in a place that was able to talk or email me. He was gone in two different unaccompanied deployment of total of 2yrs and of those 2 yrs I only saw him maybe 4 months if that. Even thought he wasn’t in a war zone it was the hardest time of my life I saw my daughter cry herself to sleep because she miss her daddy and many thing that I did or happened and he wasn’t there for me. This is not only my story this is the story of many military wife that have gone through this and more.
But since I move to Japan and I’m now in this military world because this is my first time sharing with military spouses all the time and having military friends. I ask myself this; why seat here and complain how bad is the military? How much your husband is on the way and you can’t see him as much as you will like? How sick you are and he is not here. How much stress he has and his job is taking time from you. Come on!!! Yes I know is hard, I know this because I spend many nights crying wishing he was next to me. I spend many times in the hospital wishing he was the one with me, but I didn’t seat and complain about how miserable my life without my husband was. Why complain? And have negative thoughts when at least your husband is not in war zone. You know he will be back soon, you can talk to him even if is once a week, email him even if he respond 2 weeks later you are station with him you have him. They are many wives that every night goes to sleep praying not to receive a call or a visit the next day. They are many wife that right now are burring there husband. Why complain and stress yourself out for something that you knew and are not as bad as you see it or think they are. Why stress yourself for something that no matter how stress you are is not going to change unless he gets out of the military, Right?(and he still have to serve the yrs he sign for) Be Thankful! Find the good in every situation. Think positive. Remember the law of attraction; we are like magnets, we attract what we think. Whatever is going on in our mind is what we attract and not only have we attracted we also BECOME WHAT WE ATTRACT. Life is short, be great full and utilizes that time to get to know you, get to know the places where you are station if is a new places and enjoy. Concentrate a little more on you and your children. Because at the end like my best friend say; “THE NAVY IS MY HUSBAND’S MISTRESS AND SOMETIME THAT BITCH GET ALL THE ATTETION!!”

Just a Quote!!!

‎"A BROKENHEART CAN HURT, BUT ITS THE MEMORIES THAT SLOWLY & SILENTLY KILL YOU"